at times...

...you feel like you've tried everything and frustration sets in when nothing goes your way.

it's the lack of energy.
it's the lack of interest.
it's the lack of passion.

that is making my school life so mediocre.

I feel like I am towing my body. I don't feel as energetic and as spontaneous as I felt back in Secondary School. I became afraid. Afraid of experiencing once I left my comfort zone.

It's horrifying. I am afraid to try. I am afraid to be out of my little box. I am afraid of changing. I am afraid. I say I am lazy. but really, it's more of a fear.